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2008-03-22 - 9:27 a.m.
I've grown a lot more self-aware as time has progressed. I used to be a compulsive liar, and my biggest problem was I started to believe my lies when I told them. I would imagine the things I was saying as true. I am a lot more conscious of my thoughts, and I tend to be more tactful. I can think things through a lot better, and I'm a lot less dramatic. I've lost some of my mean spiritedness, and a smile is often found curling itself upon my lips. I'm a lot more responsible for my actions, and I've become a lot more selfless.
I'm more confident usually, and I've just blossomed into what a girl my age should be like. Granted, I slip up upon occasion, but for the most part, I've really grown this year.
Instead of dying my hair, I've decided on getting another piercing (I have my ears double-pierced at the present moment). With the money that's not going towards my student loans, I've decided to get an industrial. (http://z.about.com/d/tattoo/1/0/s/i/1/ear4.jpg) I've decided it's worth it, and I like the way they look. Granted if I don't like it, I can always take it out, but of course, now that I have the idea in my mind, it's hard to get out. So, I'd have five piercings and a tattoo. Seems reasonable to me. Plus, it's not something so obtrusive that if I had a job interview, people would be discouraged.
One of my best friends suggested it on a whim because I told her I was looking to get something else pierced, so I'm either going to do it out here, or she wants to go on a date for Thai pizza and come with me when I get it pierced.
I'm excited. Me likies the idea a lot.
I guess I'm also just really proud because I finally feel like I'm growing into the woman I want to be.
xoxo,
Me