the fakest fake you've ever faked
2007-09-03 - 1:25 p.m.
i keep doing it again and again. i keep doing it time and again. i can't stop because i know i'll start back up again, dirty little habits creep like black little spiders, i'll swallow eight if that's what it takes to wake up from me fucking up every beautiful dream. yeah, i may be somebody else's standards of pretty right now, but i'm still so fucking ugly. i tried to look good the way i'm meant to look good, i did my hair, i washed my face, i put on the make-up they expect me to wear. i look clean, i look pretty, but i'm still so ugly. strip away the vinyl and look underneath and you'll see there's nothing left beneath the surface. just fake words crumbling her worlds.
me.