Rock Bottom
2007-11-08 - 11:59 a.m.
I think happiness is far too illusive, but I think now it's closer to me than it's been in a while. I think happiness isn't so far away, and sometimes, it takes rock bottom to make us crawl upwards. I'll be the hand that pulls you up, if you promise just to take the hand offered. I was trying my damnedest, but your eyes went black on me and didn't even remember. It was like a punch to the gut the way you despised me so much last night.
I wanted to get lost, but I didn't want to be found, so when you said you'd come out looking for me, I tried to find my own way. I didn't want you to call me back, and it seemed as though I found peace to some degree.
It was cold, parts of my body were freezing when I got in, but my heart wasn't frozen.
The blood stopped me in my tracks, but I didn't have time to cry, I just set into business mode and took care of it for you, and I think the complete rock bottom helped us to heal.
You let me hold you, and your eyes started to focus back in on me like you knew who I was again.
I try not to ask for much, but I know sometimes I do.
I just want love...
I know it's a long-shot, but you gave into that desire long ago...how about succumbing to it once more?
Me.