Vent
2007-11-16 - 1:00 p.m.
I know I won't be back in town for a while, but sometimes, I wished I looked so pretty, so drastically gorgeous, so beautiful so that when people saw me they couldn't believe how much better I looked now compared to high school.
I want people to do a double-take of me and then, simply stare. My girlfriend does, but I want people I barely know to do it. I want to be beautiful. I want to be breathtakingly beautiful so that people do a double-take like what they see can't be true.
I want to look so much better than I did in high school when in all actuality, I still look like crap.
Fooey.
And no one ever says, "You look so different than you did in high school." Like, "Zwoahmigosh, you're gorgeous. What the hell happened to you?" It's just like, "Oh...You haven't changed at all have you."
Me.